Well last night was Dom's party, which was ridiculously C.R.A.Z.Y. It was fun for the most part aside from the randomly occuring violent outrages. It got to the point where I was just so tired and ready for it to be over and for everyone to leave. Then, finally people left, which was somewhat of a relief. Then I tried to go to bed, but I was depressed because I waited for Dom forever, but he just like..never came. Everything just went downhill from there. Another argument, probably my fault again. I'm so down about everything and I don't know what to do. I just keep telling myself to stick things out and in about two months or so school and all the stress that comes with that will be off of my shoulders.
Softball today was an absolute bummer. We lost to Massillon both games and I only played like 4.2 innings. I keep getting these thoughts in my head that I think will remained unexpressed on this website. (and no, it's no acts of violence or anything..lol..im not that crazy!) I just am fed up with EVERYTHING!
And on top of everything else..I really miss Dom right now, and I don't even know if he's going to call me tonight because I think he's mad at me. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. I waited for him to come to today's game, but he didn't show up..so I don't really know what's going on...
Well, I gotta go write this tribute thing for Newman for my Canton Scholars banquet. That sucks, even though Mr. Newman is my hero lol. Gosh, he told me he's too afraid to wear the shirt that us seniors got for him because he said that if he flexed, it would rip! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! What a giggle in the pants!
emily | 
Prom was so funn and the zoo the next day with all my buddies was great too...haha....but im tired so i'll talk about it more later.
